Until Now

And Today We Live










Wednesday, September 08, 2010 / 4:20 AM


Worship is a state of the mind and heart that leads to certain effects on the soul.
[My pod just ran out of batt zz]

In Blue like Jazz, Don says that he thinks that there is no better worship than wonder.
He wrote, "I think there are all sorts of things our hearts believe that don't make any sense to our heads. Love, for instance; we believe in love. Beauty. Jesus as God."

Worship to me, is a state that we must always be in. Such that everything you do and say glorifies God.
And with that, people see that your life is a constant testimony and sacrifice. Of course we are flawed, but I believe that as long as I put in effort to achieve it and not make excuses, it counts for something.

So here, this is my first step in stepping up to my calling. To lead people into worship. Be that tunnel of which worshippers will be able to glimpse the light at the end. The beauty and glory of God. That would be so lovely!

I guess I agree with Don to some measure. That worship encompasses wonder. Because it is through wonder that we can only dare to imagine the greatness of God. The sunsets, the dawns, something like music that touches the very depth of our soul. How we are receptive to the emotions of people around us. How we are so complex.

And I think that by stepping up to be a worship leader, I will eventually be able to understand God in a different light. One that does not just revolve around me. But seeing the wider picture, one that involves all His sheep. And I can't wait.









/ 4:12 AM


Type of worship leader I wannabe:

1. One that lives a life which influences the people around her. Such that people can look and say, wow, she deserves respect.

2. One who is able to balance the technical and spiritual side of worship. Such that the worship band can worship and also at the same time play skillfully. With a standard that would not 'turn people off'.

3. Shepard the congregation. Know them. Serve them.









/ 4:09 AM


HELLO OLD BLOG OF MINE!
I shall breathe life into you again like how what I'm gonna write about is gonna breathe even more life into me.

Today is the 8september2010
And you shall now serve as my journal.
A worship leader one.
This is for me.

And I pray that...this would mark the beginning of a beautiful mystery of a new life.









Thursday, September 13, 2007 / 4:22 AM


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I'm walking away
I can't take much
No matter how narrow
Nor how dirty the path I take
I'm going to go
Still.


Nothing can stop me









/ 4:19 AM


I Felt The Ground and Looked Up High and Called Your name










Monday, July 23, 2007 / 6:07 AM


ITS JUST LIKE THAT









Sunday, July 01, 2007 / 4:26 AM


ONE MORE TIME, JUST ONE









/ 4:26 AM


What happens to the dream when the dreamer's gone away....









Tuesday, June 26, 2007 / 7:17 AM


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Stuck. In. The. Middle. Of. No. Where.









Tuesday, May 08, 2007 / 10:01 PM


We remember the good things.
Which will in turn trigger the bad things too.
There.
Our body's defence system.









Friday, April 13, 2007 / 10:49 PM


PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

It rocks my world hahaha
Its was simply the best!

Esplanade is WORTH all the tax singapore has paid

The next show I'm going to watch is

A Midsummer Night's Dream
At Fort Canning
It's gonna be great!
Especially since i'm going with my lovely friends!

I LOVE YOU GUYS
hahaha
They gave me an extra special birthday this year
Now, who would I trade them for?
Maybe....for that $$$$$thousand dollar violin but then again...
I WOULDN'T TRADE THEM FOR THE WORLD!
Unless they come with it?
Then I'll get them back PLUS a world (:



In the storm comes the calm
So there was this spark. And the spark was alone. It had no where to go, no where to hide. It shuddered at the thought of non-existence and clenched it's core in sick anticipation of nothing. Red and fleeting by each passing second, it turned blue. Now, it had something to burn for, to live again.